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Through Conrad Weller's Eyes...
Ini menggangguku. Dan hal itu membuatku terganggu. Aku tahu aku tak punya alasan logis untuk cemburu, tapi aku tak bisa tidak mempedulikannya. Sampai saat ini, kukira hanya aku yang akan ada di samping Wolfram saat ia sakit. Dan kini ada Yuuri, di tempat dudukku, di samping tempat tidur Wolfram.

Aku memandangi mereka dari pintu, melihat Yuuri membasuh wajah Wolfram yang memerah dengan kain basah dan membisikkan sesuatu yang membuatnya nyaman. Dari sini aku bisa melihat senyum bahagia adikku. Dan aku tahu mata yang bersinar karena demam itu menyala dengan kekaguman yang tak disembunyikan, yang tak bisa dilewatkan oleh Yuuri.

Aku tahu aku seharusnya bahagia melihat mereka seperti ini, Wolfram cukup mempercayai Yuuri untuk melihatnya dalam keadaan seperti itu, sakit dan lemah seperti anak kucing yang baru lahir, tapi sesuatu tetap mengganggu pikiranku.

Menjaga Wolfram sudah menjadi tugasku sejak ia masih bayi. Saat Wolfram bermimpi buruk ia akan datang padaku, aku yang selalu menolongnya saat ia terjatuh, Wolfram akan menemuiku untuk mendapatkan persetujuan dariku. Dan kini, aku tak bisa menyangkal kalau sepertinya Yuuri telah mengambil tempatku.

Tapi bukankah Yuuri bisa membuat hidup Wolfram menjadi lebih baik? Dan bukankah hatiku terasa hangat melihat Yuuri menyentuh Wolfram dengan begitu lembut? Pantaskah aku iri dengan cinta mereka berdua?

Tidak.

Adik kecilku yang begitu berharga dan raja kami yang pemberani. Apa lagi yang bisa kuharapkan selain kebahagiaan mereka berdua? Meskipun untuk itu aku harus menghilang dari hadapan mereka...


DATA
Judul asli:December 3 [Winter Challange 2004]
Penulis:slytherinback [from KKM! Live Journal]
Penerjemah:aku ^_^ maafkan segala error bahasa yang ada!


Although for Heika, I would support not only with my shoulders, but also my hands, heart, or even my live.
| Yuuri, about Conrad | Wolfram, about Yuuri |
| Conrad, about Yuuri and Wolfram |
| Wolfram, about Conrad and Yuuri |



What's next?

First: What is Kyou Kara Maou! [MaruMa]?
Second: Who are the characters?
Third: How about the graphics?
Forth: What did anime magazines say?
Fifth: I want to know the songs!
...only that?|>> Through Conrad's Eyes


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